Funny Reflection: Looking Back to the Present
" You are what you love, not who loves you" - Save Rock and Roll by Fall Out Boy Funny, so it seems. I was so caught up in trying to make sense of everything, that I forgot that I cant, I never have, and maybe I never will. At least until all is revealed and I've forgotten I had been questioning my existence in the first place. I was reading through my posts in the past. I usually write only when I have something to write about, I usually only have something to write about when I am overwhelmed with emotion - as if turning them into tears and fake smiles are not enough. But I digress. It's funny how I read about my past and realized I'm still the same. I am who I am, I feel how I feel and I work through it exactly the same way as I did, 3, 4, 5...25 years ago. As I read through my past, I only saw the present - as if the concept of time was nothing but a set of continuous experiences broken down to numbers, to simplify the inevitable co...